listen, enough, listen only

Listen to your heartbreak

as I listen to your lies.

Smile though the world can see you,

frown because they do.

The worst thing I ever did saved me
..from the worst thing I ever was.

And if and only if you could see...  the best.

I only scream because I'd rather not sleep.

My thoughts alone, a dream withheld, all of which.  enough. 

So listen only perhaps and listen if you might.

enough. and hear.

Our own fractured jealousies.

Without our own halts of memories.

show me only if you can even speak your own mind.

Yet what mind it is you speak from.

I beg you to accept how crazy I am.

but.., ...

my darling,

I can only surmise.